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Dear Future Boyfriend/Husband/Lover/Soul Mate

Inspired by an article I’ve read in Facebook entitled “A Letter From The Love You Haven’t Met Yet” ,I’ll try to do the same.

 

Dear Future Boyfriend/Husband/Lover/Soul Mate,

How are you doing? I hope this letter finds you well. I am writing this letter so that you can read something stupid when you finally come into my life, sort of an advanced gift.

Well, what should I say?  Let’s start with me letting you know that I am still waiting patiently for you (what else can I do?).  I am growing impatient as months and years went by but then again it’s not as if I can do about it.  It’s not so much about me not being aggressive enough to go after any man; it’s just that I haven’t really met you.  Yes, you.  The man who’s going to sweep me off my feet.  The one who will make giddy, stupid and insanely happy. The kind of man that I only read about in my favorite romance author’s books (it’s not their perfect physical beauty that I don’t even see, it’s their character and personality).  The man who will wildly pursue me even if I seemed aloof and indifferent.  The man who will courageously climb the wall I surround myself with.  The one who will see the beauty in me.  The one who will realized that I am weird and a dork but will still decide to stay around.

As I go on with this I started to ask myself, do you even exist?  As far as I know I haven’t felt your presence yet.  Will I ever going to find you or when will you find me?  This made me lonely suddenly; I started this letter with a happy disposition, so intent on making a funny letter, well not anymore.  So there’s this song by Natasha Beddingfield that says:

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you’re in disguise

 

I don’t want to think that you are already in my life because I can’t think of anyone that really interests me.  If you are already in my life right now and you haven’t made your move yet I am going to kick your ass.  Maybe you are in a relationship right now, that sucks.  Well, wherever you are right now, I hope you made up your mind already and come and get me.   If I already know you, I am so kicking your ass, what the heck are you still doing?  If you are someone I never met yet I hope I met you already, like ASAP.

While you are not in my life yet, make the most out of it.  If you still want to play the field, then play as much as you want.  Enjoy all the things that a committed man can’t do.  Get your fill.  Get crazy, get wild.   Because the moment you get into my life, playing around is no longer allowed.  Anyway, I won’t go and tell you what you can and cannot do, just enjoy life, have a great time.

I don’t know what to say to you anymore, so see you around and very soon, I hope.

 

 

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What a day!

May 11, 2014

 

Had I get up the moment I woke up, this wouldn’t had happened. Had I get up had breakfast and read or worked out as I planned last night this wouldn’t had happened. Tons of possibilities but it was over anyway. Now I am left with  a device that is defective and a day ruined.  I know it is up to me whether this day will continue to a bad one or better. I am just pissed with myself and the rest of the world. Damn it, I am supposed to be saving every penny I can not spend more. 

Ever the optimist that I am I asked myself what did I learned from this fiasco? First, never assume anything without exhausting every possible angle. You’ll waste too much energy, be upset and say or do things you will no under other circumstances. Second, Do not freakin’ ever give in to your temper especially when there are delicate things involved. Darn! I should have thrown something else  or just scream till I am out of breath. I always   knew I have a hell of a temper and I always tried my best to curb it, never succumbing to it. Well today I failed and my poor cellphone is the victim.  I just bought it 5 months ago damn it. And I intend to use it until it fall apart (OK that’s an exaggeration). Oh dear this is supposed to be a great day spent with the family.

Out of the Comfort Zone and Happy

I am so happy right now!! This is one of the happiest days of my life.  I am doing my happy dance in my head.  Oh my God!! I got accepted to the MBA program here in De La Salle University!! And to think that I was so reluctant to apply in this university after reading all the qualifications required. Wow, I am just so amazed, I am about to start a new adventure and I am so excited!!

In anything that you want to achieve,you really just have to make a decision, stick to it, stay focused and no matter hard or impossible it may seem, you can succeed.  The first step is always the hardest, but once you start moving everything just seemed to be coming together quiet well.  I officially came out of my comfort zone and it wasn’t easy but it was all worth it.  If there’s anything that this experience had taught me is that you can dream big and shoot for the stars and you don’t have to stop there, you can keep going until your dream became a reality. The road is long and bumpy, sometimes you’ll feel uncomfortable and uncertain but keep your eyes on the prize and always enjoy the journey.  The destination is not everything and you’ll realize that probably too late, so hold on tight, brace your self, and keep riding that wild, crazy beast we call life.

I know is only a beginning of a daunting, grueling, challenging journey.  I know it won’t be easy and I am ready for it.  Nothing will and can stand in my way.  May God always bless and guide me.

Grey’s Anatomy: The kind of drama that I like

I have been so hooked with TV series lately.  Got so addicted with Game of Thrones and The Big Bang Theory, both are on season break.  Now I am currently so into Grey’s Anatomy.  I used to watch this show probably 5 years ago then I stopped and lost interest.  Then, couple months ago I decided to catch up and got so surprised with all the changes in the story and who ended up with whom and who died etc. and I tried so hard to stay away from the spoilers but I am not always lucky.   I started with Season 9 which is very heavy on drama.  The first few episodes really got into me and I felt like I was with them experiencing the same thing.  Many faces I have seen the first time, there’s a new batch of intern, new hot guy (Jackson Avery), and so many twists and turns in the story.

I love this show because it does not focus on one person, it tells stories of real life people dealing with real life situations.  I love that it does not stop evolving, that the changes they made sometimes disappoints\ me but they make it work anyway and eventually made up for it.  I love the characters, their quirks, their flaws, their struggles and triumphs.  I love how they look out for each other despite their differences.  I love their story of life and love.

I have to admit though that I am emotionally exhausted with all the twists in their love lives.  I thought Owen and Cristina finally figured out their relationship after all they’ve been through but then Owen really wants a kid and Cristina doesn’t want one, prompting Cristina to let Owen go  (but I really want them together, I am still in ep8 of season 10 and still hoping that their love for each other will endure the test of time).  Will April and Jackson end up together? These two really make me crazy, I really liked the idea of them together but then they seemed to moved on and in a steady relationship with their respective beaus, with April engaged with Matthew.  I was like should I ship the April-Matthew and Stephanie-Jackson thing or in the end it will still be April and Jackson?  I am just emotionally exhausted with these two, come on people make up your mind already!  Arizona cheated on her wife Callie and that is really stupid of her, how could she put her family in jeopardy for a quick sex in the dark? Then Arizona is in a relationship with the intern Leah Murphy.  Which made me think are these people so into sex or this is really how the world goes? I mean you just broke up with someone you love then a few days later you are already having sex with someone else.  In Arizona’s case she didn’t even try to win Callie back or wait till things get better,nope, she just made things worse.  I know, I sound so prude and I didn’t mean to, just curious.  Why do people treat sex like a common commodity, something they can easily trade with anyone?  In Jo and Alex’s case, they were officially together for a week and nothing happened to them yet and it already bothered Jo, I was like, “Really? Sex should be a part of this relationship this early? Okay enough of this.  I just want everyone happy and if they having sex all the time is one of the sure ways to make it work then by all means.

Grey’s Anatomy is the kind of show that I really like.  It has the elements that kept me hooked; very interesting characters, plot that is believable and engaging, the twists, the tension, the suspense and the actors.   Their season finale is always heart-stopping and will keep you on your seat for the whole duration of the show.  I am looking forward to more seasons and may they keep the up the great job.  Shonda Rhimes, the show’s creator, is nothing short of a genius.