I just have to write this down before I got so busy with work and other stuff again. Today was the release of our grades and would you believe I got a 4.0 in Ethics and CSR? That subject where there’s so much output and the prof is kind of an OC? And can you believe I got a 3.5 in Management Action Research? That subject that really boggles my mind until now. That subject that gave me a glimpse of how research is done.
I am so grateful for all the guidance and blessings I have received all throughout the term. This term validated my belief that hard work and discipline really pay off. I lost count how many hours I spent slaving over a case study or a proposal be it on CSR or Action Research. This term had pushed my limits and I never thought I had it in me to actually come up with decent proposals.
I look back a week ago and I see that version of me trying so hard to wrack her brain to come up with a a decent action research proposal, so afraid she’ll muck it up and lose her scholarship. And now here I am with the widest grin on my face. How could I not? When I actually got a 4.0!!! I always aim for 4.0 but this time I got it and it was for a subject that asked quite a lot and made me feel unsure sometimes. Like that one time I had to cram and finish my group’s case study because I had to work the entire weekend and my group mates weren’t able contribute much, so I came on class really late just so I can finish the case study and I was so worried she’d mark me absent. Or when we submitted a really short CSR group activity proposal and she asked me “this is it?”. Thank God we had the chance to improve it and submit it at the final week.
I’ll just bask in fulfillment and happiness while I can. Time flies so fast I still feel like my head is still spinning from all the things I had to take care of for the past months. I am sure there would be more challenges waiting for me and ready
I survived this term and with flying colors!!!