I wrote this more than two months ago and I just have to post this as a reminder to my self, since another term has just started and I need to start as early as now on cases studies, projects and what not for both of my subjects.
You would think I have learned my lesson by now. More than a year into business school and I still can’t balance my time well. Here I am now slaving and cramming on my action research proposal due next week. This is the hardest requirement I have ever encountered in my four terms in MBA. My other subject this term is so demanding in terms of required output and it is basically eating up all my time for studying. Work is equally challenging, the coming week would be so busy for me. The other subject I am enrolled in seemed to be just fine at first (management action research aka MAR). The discussions are interesting until we started the online class. I don’t mind a hybrid class, I have attended one last term and it was good. I learned a lot, it was very demanding too but I did really well and I got my highest grade so far (3.5) and to think so many students are apprehensive to take this subject (Quameth). However, this class (MAR) is not meant to be taken online. The topics are just way too abstract and needs actual interaction. The online classes were basically a forum, where we can post our insights and questions and students will try to respond but that is simply not enough, we need our professor’s input. Yes, we have exercises we need to submit but our professor rarely give feedback on online assignments.
So here I am reading and trying to understand everything. I am kind of panicking. I have to finish the majority of the paper this weekend or I’m done. I still have class on Monday so that’s out and this is a very busy week at work so I’d probably end up working late at the office. I hate cramming but I am still doing it. I never intended for this to happen. I had plans. I was supposed to have two weeks to work on the paper but work is crazy and I got sick for two days (probably due to fatigue). I had to miss work and when I returned there are tons of things to be done and last Friday I stayed at the office until 9 pm just so I can finish some paper works. I have deadlines to beat both for work and school. I don’t even have a social life now. All I do is work and study, what a bore.
I wish I have this daily reminder to myself to start on a paper as early as possible because cramming sucks. It stresses me out and the quality of my work is compromised. I have to print this journal and bring it with me all the time. I have to be disciplined. I need to focus and stay centered. I am doing this for a reason (eyes on the prize!). I need to establish a regular study time despite my heavy work load. I need to leave the office on time. I have to give myself a break from every now and then because times like this really make my life so boring and stressful at the same time. I need to manage my time well and balance my life. I am sick of weekends spent working on a paper. I need to get out and have the time of my life while I am still relatively young (lol). Get a life woman!
Lesson of the story?
Work on my school stuff everyday even just for an hour, even if I don’t feel like it.
At least try to live a well balanced life 🙂
Go out sometimes, be young and wild and free 😉